We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Bad Decisions

by Crying Silke

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
When I was looking for my dreams on the moon the thoughts of giving up came way to soon well this substance makes me feel this kind of way I just lay down on my bad because I can Well now it's time for a beer and a line 'cause then I never have to try gets me up and down why am I such a clown When I was looking for my dreams in someones head I found out that he's just as sad but I think that it's the only way to go just to find out that it's just as sad Well now it's time for a soda and a drink 'cause then I never have to think I'm not going to tell that's why I'm going to hell Well fuck this life is just to much so why am I here there is so much that I fear Now it's time for a beer and line 'cause then I never have to try it gets me up and down why am I such a clown I'm so fucking drunk and I need to get sober I'm not going to tell that's why I'm going to hell
2.
It's all made up there is nothing I'm forgetting people try to talk me out of my depression it's what keeps this head in line People try to talk me out of my habits I think they forgot it's all that I'm having it's what keeps this system running And all these things are telling me it's clearly time to go when everyone is telling me it's clearly time to grow It's made up grow up try and Get yourself a life try to make it right when all my friends are telling me I'm not living fine just take your time try to make it right when all my friends are telling me I'm not living fine then I'm not living fine I'm so tired I've been awake for days hey care about your health it's what keeps this head in line god trys to talk me out of my habits I think she forgot it's all that I'm having it's what keeps this system running And all these things are telling me it's clearly time to go when everyone is telling me it's clearly time to grow It's made up grow up try and Get yourself a life try to make it right when all my friends are telling me I'm not living fine just take your time try to make it right when all my friends are telling me I'm not living fine then I'm not living fine
3.
Trip 02:37
I'm going on a trip my body doesn't move yeah I swallowed those pills my body told me to take yeah where it will take me We started to dance my body finds its groove Yeah we swallowed those pills I wonder where we will move yeah where it will take us Now I can hear you complain and I couldn't care any Less I never felt anything like this she said I'd like it more than my own what a horrorshow I'm going for a walk inside my head turned upside down and I swallowed those pills again fuck I just wanted to try it out see where it will take me We sit on the ground the time flies by the friends pass out and we swallowed those pills again and I just poured my whole heart out see where it will take us Now I can feel my eyes twist and I couldn't care any Less I never felt anything like this she said I'd like it more than my own what a horrorshow
4.
They took away your family and they took away your money they take every last chance for education and recess they took away your freedom and your will to live they take every last bit of air till you can't breathe Well hey hey hey what a lovely day well the kids are just playing around well hey hey hey what a lovely day well the kids burned down your house Now they build up their own communitys where they feel safe accepted and they toast to anarchy and everything that they now have in the back of their heads is to take back everything what you took from them Well hey hey hey what a lovely day well the kids are just playing around well hey hey hey what a lovely day well the kids burned down your house well hey hey hey what a lovely day well the kids are just playing around well hey hey hey what a tragic day 'cause you did not get out
5.
Drunk again 03:20
On the streets on the streets with a cigarette beer and a dream all together full of anger shouting out loud we wanna be heard we wanna be seen make something out of this crappy world so you don't have to suffer because of their greed But no one will know how it would be without classes without poverty without all that shit we hate and all I can say is that I'm sorry it didn't happen today yeah sorry it didn't happen today But I'm drunk again with all my friends with dreams stuck in our heads everything we planed makes some sense and sure it will happen someday yeah sure it will happen someday Make believe make believe your're not just the rat that everyone things they can treat like scum 'cause your are more worth than their money and cars and come on we lend you a hand we don't have much but we have much to say But no one will know how it would be without classes without poverty without all that shit we hate and all I can say But I'm drunk again with all my friends with dreams stuck in our heads everything we planed makes some sense and sure it will happen someday but I'm drunk again with all my friends with dreams stuck in our heads everything we planed makes some sense and sure it will happen someday yeah sure it will happen someday someday
6.
Alcohol makes me forget about my biggest weakness the problem was gone just after one Alcohol makes me forget about me the folks around this new born man wouldn't know who I am Like a lonely night of regretes when he's not near his friends but near his third pack of cigarettes just a crutch at first drinking with the others But now he's all alone while the others are dancing on the floor he's checking his phone Trinkend vor dem Kiosk steht er ganz allein, viele Dinge hat er nicht mehr und jetzt nimmt er seine Flasche in die Hand und wirft sie aus Wut und Angst an die Wand Like a lonely night of regretes when he's not near his friends but near his third pack of cigarettes just a crutch at first drinking with the others But now he's all alone while the others are dancing on the floor he' staring at his phone staring at his phone
7.
Where is my girl now where is my girl now bad desicion after bad desicion where are my friends now where did my friends go and where is my drink now where is my drink now And we are happy when we are yeah we are happy when we are we are happy when we are we are happy when we are alone And where is my girl now where is my girl now bad desicion after bad desicion where are my friends now where did my friends go and where is my drink now where is my drink now We are happy when we are yeah we are happy when we are we are happy when we are we are happy when we are alone
8.
He likes to sit in the park getting nothing but drunk six lines of speed for a full night of fun heroin is all he wants to try make all these bad desicions go by She likes to sit in the park getting nothing but drunk six likes of speed and a cigarette too there are nazis and punks and everyone else someone to beat and some dirty old friends Neumünster who wanna mess Neumünster is where I wanna be Neumünster is where I wanna die getting drunk getting wasted getting nothing but high Shout 161 and all our problems are gone yeah many people here are ready to fight looking good smoking weed the cops join them their mission is to devide there are hippies and punks and everyone else someone to beat and some dirty old friends Neumünster who wanna mess Neumünster is where I wanna be Neumünster is where I wanna die getting drunk getting wasted getting nothing but high where I wanna get high
9.
I haven't called in a while say I don't have the time well you're just not on my mind 'cause my family can't keep up with that liqeuer bottle of bad luck I wash my face everyday pimples won't go away and the skin care won't help 'cause my skin can't keep up with that liqeuer bottle of bad luck Now I made my mistakes again now I know it's to late, to fucking late the bad luck is running through my vains I went to work everyday but this one day I came too late and now I got fiered 'cause my work can't keep up with that liqeuer bottle of bad luck And I don't cry when feel a slight sting on my liver 'cause this life won't get better 'cause my liver can't keep up with that liqeuer bottle of bad luck Now I made my mistakes again now I know it's to late, to fucking late the bad luck is running through my vains Now i'ts one now it's two now it's three now it's four now it's five in the morning and without alcohol or speed or any other drug this shit seems so boring For a hard long day there are only two things that might help got the beer in one hand and the ciggy in the other they are best friends only the cigarettes hold up with that liqeuer bottle of bad luck
10.
You will need to pay a price to be born you will pay with every bad emotion that will come to be born was never your intention They threw you in hell spin the wheel see where it spits you out where it spits you out (where it spits you out) where it spits you out (where it spits you out) It's a roll of the dice but people will hate you for that no money no chance in the free market give everything it's all your fault it makes no sense They threw you in hell spin the wheel see where it spits you out where it spits you out (where it spits you out) where it spits you out (where it spits you out) Tell the people with power who would't earn it they were just lucky enough you aren't lucky enough 'cause you're not white you are black and people will hate you for that now you're poor you're not rich this life is a fucking bitch where it spits you out (where it spits you out) where it spits you out (where it spits you out) where it spits you out (where it spits you out) where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you, where it spits you out
11.
Well is it okay for you to talk with someone like me who wouldn't speak alot well is it okay well is it okay and we will flip my whole world upside down And is it okay for you to fight with someone like me who thinks it isn't right well is it okay well is it okay and we will flip my whole world upside down And is it okay for you to love someone like me I guess it will be tough well is it okay well is it okay and we will flip my whole world upside down Yeah we will fuck this whole world upside down And we will talk 'till we can not breathe and we will plan their tragedies well it's okay well it's okay and we will fuck this whole world upside down And we will fight 'till we are dead, shot or silenced in our head but it's okay well it's okay and we will fuck this whole world upside down And it will be hard for us to love each other when we are so far apart but it's okay well it's okay and we will fuck this whole world upside down yeah we will fuck this whole world upside down we will fuck this whole world upside down we will flip this whole world upside down
12.
Fuck me 06:41
I just made a bad decision blame it lonely on myself now my head's a fucking mess and I wish I'd be rather dead Oh fuck me for what I've done and just maybe it was the best for us I just fucked the trust we had and I know that it's really bad I don't wanna make you cry and I don't wanna make you sad It's everything I have on my mind do I want something old or new and I just can't decide for myself what's best for us for me and you And fuck me for what I've done and just maybe it was the best for us well fuck me for what I've done and just maybe it was the best for us was the worst for us

about

Our first full album!
And this the the first release with our new (and first) bassist Julien and we are very happy about having him with us! <3
enjoy!

credits

released February 9, 2023

Recorded by Peter from Randomized-Music
Mixed by Peter, Julien and Marvin
Mastered by Julien and Marvin
Album Artwork by Julien and Marvin

Drums/Kazoo/Xylophone/Backing Vocals by Silas
Bass/Harmonica by Besen Bernhard
Guitar/Vocals by Jänisis

Extra credit and love to Marvin, Niklas, Dörte, Peter, Ayten and Boeky for helping us with the recording and mixing, borrowing instruments (sry Niklas...) and the accomodation! We had a wonderful time, thanx for showing us around in freiburg!

And lots of love to Silke, Anne Anlage, Mader Martin and Herr Berge!

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Crying Silke Kiel, Germany

Den bass gefunden, das talent aber nicht. Jetzt zu dritt und die silke weint umso lauter. Ein Mix aus antifaschistischen, depressiven und alkoholbeeinfluszten Texten. Ob akustisch, oder elektrisch, englischer garage-punk straight out of brux.

contact / help

Contact Crying Silke

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Crying Silke, you may also like: